Archive for August, 2005


geez…

ok, for some reason i’ve been unable to blog for a while… but even so, theres nothing to talk about:| i think the most exciting thing thats happened over the last few weeks is this new toothbrush… its oddly flexable to get those "hard to reach" places… i cant say it doesn’t do that… but what was Sensodyne (or however you spell it) thinking when they came out with a toothbrush that bends at a 90 degree angle? very very difficult to use…
 
holy fuck… life is SO boring that i’m talking about TOOTHBRUSHES all i can say is PLEASE PLEASE… theres a week left in summer before school starts… PLEASE let there still be some fun left… PLEASE!!!! out…

Sad, but I shouldn’t be…

Tonight I can feel myself sinking back into the old state of depression that i’m so used to… its sort of weird now though, because i SHOULD be happy… nothing bad happened today… actually, GOOD stuff happened today… went bike riding with my BFFL but i don’t get why talking to some people makes me depressed now… its weird… normally talking with friends makes me happy, but now it only seems to make me depressed more, and i think that maybe they’re starting to notice… i don’t mean ALL of my friends… but some of them… its weird, because this never used to happen… i think somethings wrong with my head, or maybe i’m just paranoid… either way, i’m pushing on, just praying that this trend doesn’t keep up… s3c0ndh4nd out
OK, well, i’m back from cuba and a green day concert and cuba, and normally i’d write a huge long blog about my time there, but i’ll be brief… ok, the green day concert was fucking amazing, just absolutely awesome, and one of the best times i’ve had this summer… and cuba? well, that wasnt so great… the girls were hot, the weather was hot, the pool was cool, and the food was crap, but overall i would’ve prefered not to go at all… nothing exciting ever happens on vacations… you just relax… and after a few days that gets boring… so by the third day i was missing my friends and couldn’t wait to go home… and that about sums it up, i’m still pleading for something exciting to happen in my life… preferably something good… actually, a quick note: when we got back from cuba, i learned that my nonno had to be taken to the hospital with a bladder/kidney infection, i’m not sure which… he was pissing blood… so yeah, not exactly a great welcome back for me… he seems to be fine now, but i’m still worried… he’s 71 after all, and fairly healthy, despite the fact that he smokes… if something were to happen to him… i really don’t want to think about it right now… i’m out

Be Strong… Believe

Ah… well today was bad… even though nothing bad happened to me really… except for the fact that i acted like a bit of a retard/fag for most of today… which got other people in shit and made them pissed off at me, which made me feel shitty… maybe i should learn to appriciate what i’ve got more… god is viscious… he lets us slowly get more and more out of life, but the second we get greedy, he lets us know that he’s still in command, usually by taking back a little of what we’ve got, so apologies to all… sorry to the good lord up above for getting too greedy, and sorry to anyone that i may have pissed off or gotten in shit, dont hate me just because i’m a fag… anyways yeah… im going to try to fall asleep before midnight tonight, but odds are pretty crappy of that happening… too much to think about… regrets and other shit… so for now, this is s3c0ndh4nd, saying that if you feel like dying you might wanna sing… or scream it

OMFG AWESOME DAY!

well, i haven’t blogged in a while, but its been boring anyway, so i would’ve had nothing to talk about… BUT YESTERDAY WAS FUCKING HILARIOUS it was supposed to be one of those family get together things filled with old people and distant cousins who you last saw when you were three years old, and a whole ton of other people who i didn’t recognize… but my cousin mike tesone was there, and we got bored of the old people, so we decided to walk to the beach so we could destroy shit and piss people off there on the way to the beach, we see a couple of sk8ers, and from a distance one of them looks familiar, but i thought "nah, couldn’t be" but when we get closer, it turns out that its mike cosentino so yeah, me mike and mike do some catching up and stuff, and then we go off to destroy shit and piss people off we stole the salt from one of those places where they sell fries hehehe now they must eat… SALTLESS FRIES suckers then we had to go back to our camp… but we took some browines with us when we got back out… AND THEN WE FUCKIN PIGGED OUT ON BROWNIES! BROWN IS FUCKING AWESOME! W00T! and then after eating like 10 brownies, we all spun around really fast to try and barf, and we spun cosentino around and around on one of those tire swings! YAY! EXCEPT WE DIDNT BARF! OH WELL! BARFING AFTER EATING COMES MORE NATURALLY TO SOME THAN OTHERS! BUT NOT US! SO WE DIDNT BARF! OH WELL! then we went into the changroom… and as we were going in, some REALLY FUCKING FAT ASS COME OUT! LIKE… REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY FUCKING FAT! LIKE HE HAD A DOUBLE D CUP AT LEAST! he probably needed one of those custom size bras:| ANYWAYS, WE WERE ALL FUCKIN DYING AFTER THAT! and we dubbed the guy Moby Dick uh… and then cosentino went into one of the change rooms, and we heard jerking off sounds… so i tryed to whip a stick over the door any hit him! but i missed, and hit the door! and then i pick up the stick again and go "TAKE TWO!!!" and whip the stick again, and this time i get it over, and i hear "WTF! A STICK!?!" from cosentino… and then 2 stalls over, i hear "FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING RETARDS!!!!!!!!!!" from some guy who was pretty pissed off at us, cuz we had been acting like retards for about an hour but thats just us! and we were dying of laughter after that too! then we started a band! AND I FORGET THE NAME BUT IT WAS A KICKASS NAME CUZ WE WERE A KICKASS BAND! WE USED STICKS AS INSTRUMENTS I WAS THE GUITARIST, TESONE WAS BASS, AND COSENTINO WAS DRUMS! W00T!! AFTER A KICKASS PREFORMANCE THAT MADE US LOOK LIKE RETARDS, WE LOOKED IN A WATER FOUNTAIN! AND THERE WAS A WHALE! AND ITS NAME WAS SHAMU! AND IT SPLAHED ME! SO WE JOINED UP AND MURDERED IT THEN WE SAW MOBY DICK AGAIN! AND WE MADE A PLAN WITH MY LITTLE BRO TO KILL HIM TOO! UNFORTUNATLY HE PROBABLY DIED OF A HEART ATTACK SHORTLY AFTER! THEN WE WENT TO THE BEACH… AND ACTED LIKE DUMBFUCKS THERE TOO! WE FOUND TWO BEER BOTTLES AND SMASHED ONE! AND WE THREW THE OTHER INTO THE SEA! AND THE SEAGULLS CHASED IT! AND WE SCARED THE SEAGULLS AWAY! but we couldnt kick them THEN WE DID ACROBATICS ON THE SAND! except tesone! cosentino did a cartwheel, and i did a roll thing… EXCEPT I FORGOT ABOUT THE PIECES OF BROKEN GLASS FROM THE BEER BOTTLE! I LANDED ON ONE! OW! THAT HURT LIKE A SON OF A BITCH! JESUS CHRIST THAT HURT! BUT WE WERE LAUGHING SO HARD IT DIDNT MATTER! THEN WE WENT SWIMMING! and we kept cosentino waiting for 20 mins, because family people wanted to take pics… A LOT OF PICS:| AND THEN WHEN WE DID GET IN, THERE WAS A MOBY DICK JUNIOR IN THE POOL:| HE WAS PROBABLY 10 YEARS OLD, BUT HIS TITS WERE BIGGER THAN ANYONE ELSES IN THE POOL! HE JUMPED AND CAUSED A TITAL WAVE WE BARELY SURVIVED:| AND TESONE WAS WEARING LIKE A SKIN COLOURED BATHING SUIT, SO IT LOOKED LIKE HE WAS SKINNY DIPING:|   and then we spent the time in the pool splashing my sis, pretending to drown, and saving each other from drowning! and the lifeguard didnt even fall for it! that shows you just how much they care:| if i were a lifeguard I would jump in the pool and yell "ILL SAVE YOU!!!" at every possible moment! oh well… and then cosentino had to leave so after that it was sorta not so fun… but i’m gonna remember those 5 hours forever AND COSENTINO KEPT HIS DRUM STICK… I WANTED TO KEEP MY STICK GUITAR… but my mom took it away  and yeah, that was my day… that was the fucking best day of summer so far… and summer iz halfway over! nooooooooo! lets hope more awesome days like yesterday are coming soon… and yeah, i’ve been slightly hyper while writing this  LETS HOPE YOU GUYS UNDERSTAND ME… IF NOT… FUCK YOU I’M NOT WRITING THIS OVER! BROWN FOREVER! S3C0NDH4ND IZ FUCKIN OUT!

My head… It hurts…

well, the first attempt at wonderland didnt work, because people cancelled last minute, so i went with other friends and that was a lot of fun… everyone now knows not to ride rollercoasters with me… especially not the fly and yeah, the people who cancelled decided to go the next day, BUT THEN I GOT GROUNDED FOR TEXTING PPL, EVEN THOUGH ITS FREE:| i blame my dad:| but for some reason i was still allowed to go again the next day… and it should have been fun… instead it was the worst time i’ve ever had at wonderland:| i left earlier than i was supposed to… and now i’m stuck, so i’ll be in a waiting mode for the next few days… a very stressful waiting mode for sure… s3c0ndh4nd out

And everyday’s the same…

in twelve hours, i’m going to wonderland with a hell of a lot of ppl… its either going to be a complete disaster that gets me in major shit, or it turns out well and i have a fun time… or both at the same time… lets hope i don’t MISS ANY OPPORTUNITIES this time around *coughs* if we end up going to the water park, i plan to spend a lot of time UNDERWATER, because last time i decided not to go UNDERWATER because i was a RETARD:| and vicky had sure as hell better go, or else i will be tres pisse which is my translation of SERIOUS FUCKIN PISSED OFF:| so she had better come:| or i may kill a man… *picks up sledge hammer… looks at florio… florio shits himself and runs*
 
ah yes, and ppl, if ur gonna PROMISE something before signing off msn, HAVE SOME INTENTION TO KEEP THE PROMISE:|:|:|:| OMG DAD IS WATCHING ME TYPE yay, so, tomorrow we’re all jumping off the grand canyon and going to grow wings and pray that we survive the flying ice cream trucks and…
 
sorry, that was just to get him away now he’s gone and all they say iz ya gotta live cuz life goes on… whoops:| yeah, dad is gone anyway and i think i’m being driven insane (or MAD, as you english call it) by the song "the girl next door" by blink 182… i’ve heard that song about 100 times in a row… i’ve heard of getting songs in your head, but this is slightly ridiculous… and everyday’s the same and everday’s the same and everyday’s the same and everyday’s the same and everyday’s the same and everyday’s the same and everyday’s the same… at the moment i’m in a pretty "i dont give a shit mood"… i don’t know where life’s gonna take me, and i could care less if i fuck up AT THE MOMENT… maybe i’m just here wasting time, or maybe its just that i still don’t knooooooooooooooooooooooo  what life’s about… s3c0ndh4nd out